Date

Could I fall in love with you? This is what I was thinking as I sat opposite her yesterday. We were on a date. She had wavy auburn hair, big brown eyes and a shy smile. We were sitting in the sun, drinking coffee and she was telling me about her job. She taught music. I was also thinking that maybe I should’ve shaved.
As she talked, I examined her face. I looked for I don’t know what, something to hit me, butterflies, something. How long did it usually take?
I told her about me. I made her laugh, she had a nice laugh, coy then opening up. We ordered another drink. It was going okay, the date was going okay. We were talking easily and there were no awkward silences. We were strangers yet to passers-by we probably looked like a couple.
We talked about music. She waved her hands. She had tidy hands. I wondered what she made of me, if she felt anything, if I ticked any boxes. Maybe I should’ve shaved.
A beggar came by and asked for money. I shook my head and said, ‘Sorry.’ Then I thought that I must’ve looked heartless and uncaring. Stupid beggar.
And then it was time to go. We couldn’t spend all day looking for love, we had things to do.
It was nice to meet you. Yes, you too.
There was no shadow in our parting. I walked off and wondered about it all, about how difficult and complex it was. About how before my next date maybe I should shave.

The Girl With The Big Smile

She was petite and blonde. She had a big smile and I felt like protecting her.
I sat across from her on the bus. Two pints and a shared bottle of albarino (with a squiggle on the n) swirling around in my head. I was leaving the West End, heading back to safer ground, to my turf. I was leaving it to the youngsters and to the tourists, and they were welcome to it.
She had been at the bus stop and she didn't need protecting. She just looked so delicate and she had a big smile. Now she played with her iPod and looked out of the window.
At the bus stop she had been kissing a guy. It was a long kiss. She was on tip-toes. His arms were around her.
He watched her get on the bus. Now she played with her iPod and looked out of the window and thought of him.
She didn't need protecting but I felt like protecting what they had. In this crazy world it's one of the few true things left.
Unless he gives her herpes.

Water Cooler Talk Redux

All The Time In The World

We were sitting in the sun eating our sandwiches. I was sitting right in front of some church doors, blocking the way, stopping people from finding salvation.
"I envy you," he said, "I don't have any time."
I looked at the lunchtime crowd scattered around the church grounds, making the most of this rare appearance by the sun. There had probably been graves here at some point, now there were people eating Big Macs.
"I can't read a book, I can't watch a film, I can't rest for even a minute," he said.
I took a bite of my sandwich. The sun was strong.
"Don't get me wrong," he continued, "I love my wife and I love my kids. I just don't have any time, you know, you can do what you want..."
Oh, yes, I have time to think, lots of it. Time to think, to analyse, to dissect. Time to think about what I want.
"Yes, I'm very lucky," I said as I watched a family walk by.

Wobbly As Heck

I spoke to my grandmother today. She’s 90 odd and lives far away.
I asked her how she was.
She said, "I'm wobbly as heck."
Wobbly as heck.
That's a pretty good summary of just about everything.
Except maybe a mountain, or an elephant, or other really big solid things. Otherwise, I think it's a pretty good summary of just about everything.

My Mother Would Like A Moustache

‘My mother would like a moustache,’ said the girl. She was speaking in French and had braces on her teeth.
'Quoi? Pardon?’ I said.
‘My mother would like a moustache,’ she repeated. I looked back and could see her mother smiling from the doorway of the café.
Then I remembered that I was wearing a fake moustache. We were all wearing fake moustaches, all eleven of us, as we sat around the table drinking beer. One of us was also wearing a wig and a pink tutu. Given this, her question didn’t seem so bizarre after all. We gave her a packet of spare ‘taches and she went back to her mother to try them on.
We had descended on this sleepy French village to play boules. We had appeared like bandits out of the surrounding hills, all moustachioed up, to raid their petanque square and drink their beer. Soon we would move on, to eat good food, drink fine wine, and continue celebrating our friend’s upcoming marriage. Burial of the life of a young man they call stag celebrations in French. This young man I’ve known since I can remember anything, and I was here not to bury but to praise him. Love finally caught up with him and here he now was with a moustache, a wig and a tutu.
The girl reappeared with her mother; they were both now wearing moustaches. Her mother owned the café. We took photos and drank and laughed and cheered.

Water Cooler Talk