The Heart Of Darkness

It was getting too comfortable so I´ve gone up river, deeper in country.
I´ve extended my volunteering and moved to a new project. It´s remote and very basic, halfway up a mountain, surrounded by forest. I share a room with three kids, a grandparent and two kittens. Sometimes there is no water. I´m alone here, there are no other volunteers. This morning I was up at seven mixing cement. I´m living with pastor and his family, we are building an extension to his church where children can play.
'Do you believe?' his wife asked me.
'Sure,' I said. I don´t want to upset the only friends I have here. I´m not even sure where I am.
Signing off for a while. I´m going native...